Toltecs believed that the true source of Fear is external entities. Alone, we are at peace.

[lathriel]

So, the cottage is ours!
I'm going to Indiana this weekend!
Me and Phil and Kristen got into a fight yesterday but we're all OK now!

I am currently drinking wine and eating cheese with my parents and their friends. They're discussing fundamentalists and "archons" from scripture and spiritualists.

I am getting bombed and planning to write the great american novel tonight. or short story. whatever is most widely accepted by writing contests for short fiction.

I feel good.

I've come to realize that the part of the world i often make fun of for their blind faith are not blind. I believe they have chosen a path that is less likely to harm them than i have, and i don't think they're less intelligent than me. I think i might just have a better ability to confront the fact that all i was lead to believe was not true.

um.

more wine!

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[bitterbonker.livejournal.com]

“ ‘There isn’t anyone to help you. Only me. And I’m the Beast... Fancy thinking the Beast was something you could hunt and kill!... You knew, didn’t you? I’m part of you? Close, close, close! I’m the reason why it’s no go? Why things are the way they are?’ ”