if you gaze for long into the abyss, the abyss also gazes into you. -nietzsche

[lathriel]

in case you might be wondering where these last few subject headings have come from, they're from "The Little Zen Companion" which has rested on the shelf beside the computer desk for almost a decade now.
so, i'm working for my dad now since tuesday morning hates me. pretty soon i'll be crawling back to the greenhouse.
meh
it's hard being cool.
even harder being huge