i am a flute. hollow and vibrating

[lathriel]

Jen quit.
?
... and the world of tuesday morning store 630 crumbles. but kristen is asst. manager now (happy birfday k dawg), and i'm going to either be 4th key or "senior sales associate"/3rd key. or not. but hey, who know. i don't really care cause i'm making a million dollars a week and have nothing to spend it on (though i suppose i should pay my car and credit card bills...) and no time for homework. oh, and it'd be nice to hang out with friends once in a while, before they all disappear again.

any hoo i'm getting restless. there's only so much you can do to make your life exciting and adventurous without just quitting the real world and going nuts or walking away, literally, and just back packing around the world.
that's an idea though.
i try and have fun, i really do. but working 42 hrs a week and being a full time student ain't so accomadative. plus all my friends want to do is drink and smoke pot and while that's ok it inhibits adventure-having. and by adventure i don't mean trying to get into a bar and risking getting IDed ooooh exhilarating.
maybe that's the trouble i don't know what i mean. i think i mean i want someone to run away with for a few weeks. not scott, though i love him, it would hurt him to run away right now.
anyone want to quit life and just drive around the country for a month? hmmmm? it'd be fun. we can go up to provincetown and see whales and then drive along the coast until we get to virginia and we can go west and hit up shenandoah and then hell let's go to vegas and maybe even down to mexico who cares it'll be a blast. who needs a job? eh? you know your parents are paying for everything anyway. you pretend you pay for a lot, but once your summer savings is all spent on beer and cigs, you use your parents' money for beer and cigs. so spend your money now on gas and food and we can get this road trip started!
maybe i should just go do the appalachian trail now instead of waiting until i graduate college.
restless. restless. restless.
i need to finish my classes and move back home and then run away. "g'bye! see you at thanksgiving! I'll call you on sundays!" yes. sounds delicious. scrumptious.
shit i think i'm gonna do it
wait, now, let's be sane here.
nope, nope. sanity is what got me into this mess in the first place. i'm going. i'm outta here!
after you finish your classes.
well, yeah.




ignore that.

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drivin miss daisy'

[k-raa.livejournal.com]

i know how you feel.. i feel the same way as of late..and drinkin' and smokin' aint what it used to be.. so now ive been faced with reality for the first time in a long time and im realizing that real life sucks..i would so wanna take a semester off and go travelin with you