lathriel | ugh... tomato flavored foam...

so today is the beginning of me getting to do whatever I want for four straight days! yay! and well my friend

lotus_born will tell me to write till my fingers bleed, I will most likely read and sleep and watch a lot of tv. and write. i don't know it all depends on if I end up getting to sick to do this cleanse thing (getting healthy makes me feel nauseaus) or if I have the will power to not watch tv.

ahem.
at 2 am tonight/tomorrow morning, It will been THREE (3) WEEKS since I last had a cigarette.

Poor Buscia had a heart attack some time this past week. Stubborn old gal refused to "be a burden" to anyone so wouldn't complain about the pain in her side. I hope this isn't her subconsciously preparing to die so that she doesn't have to move. My grandmother died the day they sold her car because they were moving to florida. that poor family already has enough shit going on, they don't need their kickass grandma dying too :(

so, i'm off. to drink vegetables.