lathriel | Day 24 – Something that makes you cry

The idea of giving up. Of being helpless- or not just helpless, but believing that I am helpless. It's so wrong to the core of who I am that I reject it. I've been there periodically over the years, but that is essentially my "rock bottom." I don't stay there long. Having nothing left to lose breeds a kind of temporary insanity in me, just enough to stop caring and live despite the fact that "reality" bites. I know there's so much more to life than what we see and hear about and read in the papers. For instance, if the economy is so bad, why have two new broweries opened up in Williamsville this year? (Yeah, for your EYEBROWS) I'm still learning though, about how much power I actually have. I'm constantly amazed.