Voices...

[lathriel]

So you know how when you hear your own voice on a recording you're like "oh god, I sound like that?" Well, a few weeks ago, when I was yelling at someone, I noticed the sound of my voice. It was a weird, transcendental moment. I was like, "that's what my voice sounds like?" Only, it was as I was speaking (shouting).

Ever since then, I've actually been aware of the real sound of my voice. I dunno, it's kind of weirdly dissociative. I don't feel like it's actually me I'm hearing, otherwise wouldn't I have heard that voice before when I'm speaking?

Maybe I'm going through a second puberty and my voice is changing.