if you take an ax to me you'll kill another man, not me at all

um, i had something important to say. can't remember what.
oh well. i'll just purge:

am I working too much? cause if i have days off, i'll just sleep in and hang out on the internet all day. maybe it's best if i keep my days off to 1 or .5 a week as it is now.
should indigo find tiger casually at the den?
should he save her life?
should they drag race at a light?
these are all imporant questions.

i think i have a yin defficiency. it would explain a great many things, like why i can beat scott at arm wrestling, but i don't lift weights and he's not weak; like why i don't get overly emotional; like why i don't like wearing makeup; like why i don't have... a normal schedule and never have.
damn it i'm just not girlie enough!

maybe i should try and arrange a vacation in january. i'm losing my zest, and my ability to stay awake past 1 am. gah. at least i still think about my books, even if i'm not currently writing them.

O, Fortuna! O, Fury!