Toltecs believed that the true source of Fear is external entities. Alone, we are at peace.

[lathriel]

So, the cottage is ours!
I'm going to Indiana this weekend!
Me and Phil and Kristen got into a fight yesterday but we're all OK now!

I am currently drinking wine and eating cheese with my parents and their friends. They're discussing fundamentalists and "archons" from scripture and spiritualists.

I am getting bombed and planning to write the great american novel tonight. or short story. whatever is most widely accepted by writing contests for short fiction.

I feel good.

I've come to realize that the part of the world i often make fun of for their blind faith are not blind. I believe they have chosen a path that is less likely to harm them than i have, and i don't think they're less intelligent than me. I think i might just have a better ability to confront the fact that all i was lead to believe was not true.

um.

more wine!