Blasphemy is just my way of saying good bye

[lathriel]

tomorrow i go to NYC to visit family, though not the one person who is dying, because it's "too depressing." Yeah well maybe it's going to be more depressing at the funeral when all I'm thinking about is how i hadn't even seen him in two years before he died.
he stopped eating. a few days ago his kidneys started to fail. they can't force him to ingest anything. doctor gives him two days or two weeks.
um i might have to cancel the b-day cocktail party guys.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... i think it's time to go to work.