lathriel | bored sick dying and aging

___Basics

NAME: Madeline
AGE: 20 (for today!)
LOCATION: B-lo, NY
GENDER: la femme
ORIENTATION: south
SCHOOL: UB
GRADE: I think I'm a junior now?
PARENT'S NAMES: Jean and Stuart
SIBLINGS: 2 older brothers
PETS: 1 Bean lives with me, and 2 cats at my parents house that are still technically mine (because they love me best)

___Favorites

COLOR: bright red or shades of green
SINGER: thom york
BAND: changes all the time... right now? sparklehorse
TV SHOW: Late Night with Conan O'Brien
TV CHANNEL: none
BOOK: can't name just one! Either Dune (all four) or His Dark Materials
MAGAZINE: only read them at the doctor's office
MOVIE: honestly, probably The Professional
MUSIC STYLE: good music
ANIMAL: I'm a big fan of PANDAS... paaandaaaaas... (anyone else see the siffle and ollie episode? no? whateva)
WEBSITE: g-mail?
ACTOR: Johnny Depp
ACTRESS: Nichole Kidman
CLASS: upper-middle?
TEACHER: my fifth grade english teacher Mrs. Gauger
INSTRUMENT: cello (fuck yeah!)
DAY: Thursday
HOLIDAY: Halloween!
FOOD: A Bozanna's chicken finger sub, with bleu cheese, no onions
DRINK: heh. sweet jenny's orange chocolate milkshakes. heh.
FAST FOOD PLACE: Mighty Taco!
VACATION PLACE: Alleghany is the only place I've "Vacationed" more than once, but I think London was mos' def' my fave
SPORT: floor hockey
SPORT TO WATCH: dance-offs
RADiO STATiON: NPR 970 or CBC radio

___Love

CRUSHES: only on the unattainable
BF/GF: single and sassy
NUMBER OF PEOPLE YOU'VE BEEN WITH: "with"? that's a lil' personal. I've only dated 2 people, if that's what you're asking
NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE ASKED YOU OUT: around 10...but, not counting old indian guys who stalked me at work or creepy truck drivers at the drive-thru window when I worked at BK... 4 (that's sad)
NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO YOU HAVE ASKED OUT: 0
NUMBER OF TIMES HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN: once, and not so much broken as shat on. I'm resilient though
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE: yes
ARE YOU IN LOVE RIGHT NOW: love is a complex idea. no, I'm not in love, but I do love people that I'm not related to
DO YOU WANT SOMEONE: no, not anyone I'll ever actually meet
DO THEY KNOW: n/a
DO YOU FEEL LIKE GIVING UP ON LOVE ALTOGETHER: no, of course not. ...that's uberdramatic
WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN GUYS/GIRLS: modesty, respect for others and that which they don't understand, rational thinking, adventurous spirit, etc... and bright eyes
WHICH DO YOU VALUE MORE, LOOKS OR PERSONALiTY: personality

___Last

PERSON YOU TALKED TO: mom
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: scott
PERSON YOU IMED: that was years ago... i have no idea
PERSON YOU TOLD "I LOVE YOU": The Bean
PERSON YOU HUGGED: scott
PERSON YOU KISSED: um... I'm going to assume it was scott, some time in october ;P
PERSON WHO TOLD YOU "i LOVE YOU": mom
PERSON YOU MISSED: Essie
SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV: I watched a DVD of a tv show last night (MST3k)
SONG YOU LiSTENED TO: David Bowie- Dead man walking
BOOK YOU READ: last GOOD book was Jany Eyre
CLASS YOU WENT TO: English?
PLACE YOU VACATIONED AT: Sedona, AZ
WEBSITE YOU VISITED: livejournal.com (imagine that)
THING YOU ATE: toast
THING YOU DRANK: water with lemon juice and vitamin C crystals

___Random

WHERE DO YOU WiSH YOU WERE RIGHT NOW: in a state of perfect health
DO YOU LiKE YOURSELF: we get along all right
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: some day
DO YOU WANT KIDS: one or two, maybe adopt one
ARE YOU SELF-CONCIOUS: unfortunately
DRINK/SMOKE:occasionally/trying hard not to
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN ARRESTED/CAUGHT BY THE POLiCE: mall security
HAVE YOU SKIPPED SCHOOL: yeah
HAVE YOU FALLEN ASLEEP IN CLASS: yes
WHAT COLOR ARE THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM: white :(
WHAT'S ON YOUR WALLS: nothing :(
DO YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM: no
IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY SUPER POWER WHAT WOULD IT BE: oooh that's a tough one... I'd have to say flying, otherwise I'd be tempted to use another power against someone. like mind control. or telepathy...
CAN YOU CROSS YOUR EYES: yeah
ARE YOU SICK RIGHT NOW: funny you should ask, I can't see cause my eyes are watering so badly
WHAT WAS YOUR LATEST DREAM: I dreampt that I went to get coffee with some guy I met at a bar (?) and then when we came back to find our friends I realized he was some big star or something so I snuck out when a crowd started to form around him and then I drank my coffee but it was Dr. Pepper so I dumped it on the street and watched it go along the side of the road to the sewer and then I regretted it and tried to catch it before it all went down the drain but it was too late, so I sat on a corner under a lamp on a street in Buffalo, but it was really Niagara Falls, and cried a little, and then the lamp went out. It was kind of depressing.
YOUR LATEST FANTASY: That a literary agent joins the writer's group, incognito, and gets me a publishing contract with Tor
ANY SONGS STUCK iN YOUR HEAD: Good Man- Mit City
DO YOU LiKE COKE OR PEPSi: pop is nasty ('less it's rootbeer)
DO YOU LiKE VANiLLA OR CHOCOLATE: chocolate, always and forever
DO YOU LIKE LIGHT OR DARK: what? beers? light beers usually aren't as good, but when you find a good one it will surpass the dark
DO YOU LIKE DAY OR NIGHT: day for adventure, night for mischief
STAY UP LATE OR WAKE UP EARLY: stay up late
COLOR OR BLACK AND WHITE: B&W photography, color tv and flims
CAN YOU DRIVE: I'm a NASCAR champ
DO YOU HAVE A CAR: yes
IF SO, WHAT KIND: gray 2000 Hyundai Elantra
LAST 2 DiGiTS OF PHONE NUMBER: 81
DO YOU HAVE A CELL PHONE: yeah
DO YOU HAVE AN iPOD/MP3 PLAYER OR CD PLAYER: yes, yes, and no
ANY LAST WORDS: SURPRISE!