it's true that the clouds just hung around like black cadillacs outside of a funeral

[lathriel]

wellllllll heeeeeyyyyy thereeee.
ahem. i haven't been this directly pissed at someone in a long while. i mean, i've been pissed about things involving people, but not directly at a person.
i am pissed at zoe.
so, if your friend had a dog for about three quarters of their life that was recently put to sleep, and they said they were going to get a small tattoo to commemorate her (in a year if they still felt they wanted it), would you ever in your life say "that's a stupid idea" or be so arrogant to state that "in ten years you won't even remember her. my mom has had dogs and" blah blah blah?
cause that's what she fucking said to me.
i'm sure to some people losing an animal is no big deal (i.e. she ran over her kitten one morning and then went to school a bit later). but for me, losing zelda, although it wasn't traumatic or devastating because that's just how life is, IS a big deal. she was my puppy for the past fifteen years and i can't even remember life before her. sure, there will be new dogs in the future that i'll own and love and who will eventually die, but zelda was the first. you can't replace that. and so what if i decide to get a tattoo of all my dead pets (which i wouldn't because it'd be disrespectful to the first!)? that's my fucking decision, and i never asked for anyone else to give me their oppinion. and i wouldn't take it from someone who had never shown emotion other than over a boy anyway.
pah. makes me want to go out right now and get the tattoo.
but i won't because i have my own policy. and i won't let zoe get to me like that.
puh.
my puppy.

Comments

[euphoricwave.livejournal.com]

what a bitch...id get SO angry if someone said that to me!

raaa

[k-raa.livejournal.com]

yeah i thought that was really un called for when she just blurted that out and then went on to relate that as the same thing as wearing tacky t-shirts with dalmations with firehats on them she real owes you a big apology

[lathriel.livejournal.com]

i have a tiny picture of her as a puppy, all pongo/purdita (sp?) like. when i saw the medium in lilydale she said zelda was a puppy again, so i figured i might get that picture done on my lower back, to the rightish (instead of the ever-classic *shudder* butterfly). i do already have two tattoos, both mostly for "religious" significance, and both tiny and easily hidden/non-job-preventing.

essie's going to buy drugs from you now, whilst i waste the rest of my single day off.

lata playa
maddie